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Wednesday,
May 2, 2001
Cubicleland
gone quiet
Man,
that was spooky.
I
went back to TBS today to clear out my cubicle. While one of the
czarinas hovered over me to make sure that I didn't load a virus
into the computer or smuggle out TBS property, I filled up a box
with my personal property and the toys on my monitor. Amusingly
enough, she was poring over a binder from my XML class, trying to
see if it had any sensitive material in it, while I was merrily
loading paper files and a container of diskettes into my box. Admittedly
none of this was TBS property -- the files were my travel records
from my time in Sweden and the diskettes held my resume and other
personal files -- but it tickled me to think that I could have swanned
out of there with a complete set of whatever secrets I had gleaned
over the years.
The
truly creepy thing, however, was the quiet of the building.
When I first started there in January, every cubicle had been full,
and there was a buzz of activity that thrummed through the builidng.
Now, it's more like a big echoing cubicle graveyard, an impression
not helped by the removal of all the TBS-sponsored greenery in an
attempt to save money. The few people still there scutter between
offices as if afraid of being spotted by anyone with the authority
to fire them -- one of the project managers saw me with the czarina
and went absolutely white before turning away and busying himself
at his keyboard. Then again, he always was a weasel.
Another
project manager (the nice one who actually has balls) saw me with
my very full box and offered to carry it out to my car for me, which
I thought was a very nice gesture. I just hope I didn't cause him
any problems by asking him when he wanted to have lunch (I finished
the website work on his project last weekend and he offered to take
me out to lunch as a thank-you) -- offering to carry my box to my
car might be seen as altruistic and chivalrous, but for his sake
I don't want to give the czarina the impression that he's fraternizing
with the unclean.
But
hey, fuck TBS and their pathetic attempts at finding us other jobs
(I went down to the "Outsourcing Center" today to check
out the job leads board. It was markedly absent, along with the
board that was to be advertising open positions within TBS. Uh,
huh). I'm in the middle of revamping my CV, and tomorrow I'm going
to hit all the job boards that have been recommended to me and find
someone worthy of the talents of a Web Designing Diva, dammit.
This
is not going to get me down. I'm better than that.
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