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Monday,
August 13, 2001
Well, 13
was SUPPOSED to be my lucky number
Scratch another
job -- once again, "it was soooooo close -- but they decided
to go with someone else."
That's
actually worse than being told, "Look, you're good but you're
not really suitable for the job" -- you're essentially being
told that you are good, oh, yes. You're just not good enough.
Arrgh.
It's also annoying
in this case because I thought the hiring manager really liked me,
and I honestly liked her. I asked the recruiter to do some digging
and find out why exactly I was passed over for this job (it was
a piddly little six week contract, for Boombah's sake -- I can't
even get a piddly little six week contract?). If I am doing
something wrong during an interview or lacking something vital in
my resume, I want to know about it.
*sigh* At least
this is an improvement of sorts -- I didn't even have any interviews
with real hiring managers until last week. May through July was
a wasteland of submitting resumes, talking to recruiters and keeping
my fingers crossed. So I've moved up a notch to actually getting
to interview with people -- the next logical step is to be hired,
right?
Oh, please,
God.
Praise Dubya
and pass the packing tape
Much as I hate
to even think this (I mean, I just got my office unpacked,
dammit), if things don't improve within the next two weeks or so,
I'm going to have to think about moving somewhere where there's
work, like back East. Dallas is such a techy town, and it was slammed
hard by the tech market crash -- conservative estimates say that
at least 10,000 support people were put out of work in April and
May, and you can bet that number just keeps going up with each passing
month.
Now, I'd be
more than happy to move out of the tech field -- I'm flexible, I
can write about anything, I'd even take another administrative assistant
position if I had to. Hell, I could probably find a job tomorrow
if I wanted to go that route or get into temping -- according to
the typing test I took at the local university last week I have
a 70 WPM typing speed, which is pretty darned good. My sticking
point is that, in order to maintain this apartment and cover all
the bills, I have to make a certain amount of money, and I don't
see that amount in any other field. Even if I got a side job nights
and weekends, I don't think I could make the nut.
And yes, I know
I'm married and Lyndon can find a job. But he doesn't have a job
here at the moment (thank you, TBS, may your ugly Village become
a haven for buzzards and telemarketers) and the tech crash hit his
field even harder than it hit mine, so it won't be that easy for
him to find work. Which means it's up to me to cover the bills,
at least initially.
Which means
I'm stuck with a nasty choice -- stick it out in a town where I
can't seem to get hired, or go through the hell of packing and move
somewhere else where I can. Of course, this happens now that I've
finally made friends, found a writing group I liked, and started
putting down, if not roots, then the vague beginnings of rhyzomes.
Shit. Shit shit
shit.
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